boyfriend

so basically i want to break up with my boyfriend because he has some very bad qualities that i do not want in a relationship. i mean he is awesome but i dont but some/ the majority of his qualities arent good. the only thing is i just cant do it. he is great. he makes me feel good about myself and i just made out with him. i cant help it. i am such a bad person. i take advantage of him. now i cant get upset with my friend for doing that with me because i do that with my boyfriend. i think its weird, feeling, tension, hormones and what not.